Time heals,
Thats what they say,
Well I'm still waiting,
After days,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
My lungs tighten,
My breathe shortens,
My shoulders tense,
My face tautens,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
Fighting the tears,
Holding back the pain,
I dont want to relive it,
Again and again,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
Thoughts take over,
A mess in my head,
My postive thoughts,
Are cruelly misled,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
I just cant take it,
Without you here,
I can believe I made it,
Through this past year,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
My empty dreams,
My terrible nightmares,
Your blue eyes haunt me,
Your bleach blonde hair,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
A picture in my mind,
As clear as blue skies,
Your jokes, your laughter,
Your boredom sighs,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
You made me laugh,
Made me cry to,
But no matter what,
I'll always love you,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
A friend you were,
A friend you'll be,
For in my heart,
You're still with me,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
When I feel down,
When times are rough,
I think of you,
A fighter, be tough,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
I want you back,
I need you here,
To talk to, to laugh with,
To just be near,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
The more I think,
The more I write,
The more my throat,
Starts to feel tight,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
Amoungst my broken thoughts,
The pain is still so raw,
I end everyday,
Hoping you'll walk through the door,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.
I miss you Matt,
I really do,
I miss you Matt,
I miss you.

xxx {hug} a very moving poem.